holy shit.

As someone who doesnt have the will to do much of anything most days and cares almost nothing about his future, please give college a shot. I’m not saying this because it’s fun or exciting. I really despise going nearly every day to college. But if you’re suffering with any form of depression, having something that forces you to somewhat socialise with others (even if you don’t want to) and work towards a goal, can help some days. If you don’t feel like it after 6 months, can’t you always quit your scholarship? I’m very sorry to hear about your supporting environment. Turning to drugs and alcohol means they likely become an even bigger problem for you instead of helping you. Again, if you need help with anything you’re going through, please don’t hesitate to just shoot me a message