When is the last time you had a big cry?

I cry all the time it takes little to set me off but the last really big time was 2020 when I wrote this about one of my guinea pigs who passed away in 2021 The Last Diary Entry of Oswald ‘Fattypig” Cobblepot aka Ozzy Hi Diary I guess I should tell my story whilst I have the chance. I used to live with my brother with some people who couldn’t look after us anymore so some new people came to see us and take us home. They are quite big and scary and sometimes I want to hide away from them but they have nice voices and they bring me treats so I think they are momma and papa now. We’ve been here a long time, I think for ever. I like eating all the vegetables and have to run away with them in case momma or papa take them back. They think this is silly because they give me the veggies. My brother used to be here too but he went over the rainbow bridge in May, I’m not sure what that means but it means I can’t see him anymore and I miss him very very much. I’ve been on my own since then. Momma and papa have tried to make sure I’m not lonely. They are quite annoying picking me up and cuddling me but its ok I don’t mind cos I get extra treats. Sometimes I try to look a bit lonely so I get extra herbs hee hee they are such suckers for my cute face. I had a big area to run around in and me and J had our own houses so when my brother was being super annoying I could get away from him. Momma and papa spoil me rotten but I don’t like it when momma cuts my nails. She says its for my own good but its mean. I know she loves me though she tells me all the time. She also says I’m the most handsome guinea pig in the world. I have a lump on my eye that has always been there I think the peoples call it a cherry eye it doesn’t hurt but I think it makes me look ugly but momma says it just makes me extra special and that I am still the most handsomest guinea pig ever. I am getting old now it started to hurt when I did my wee wees and poops. I didn’t want to eat as much and momma says I’m not a fatty pig anymore. I think she was very worried about me cos I am squeaking a lot with pain. Momma says I have to see a special doctor called a vet. I don’t know what vets are they are very very mean she poked me in my ouchy areas and then she put a spiky thing in me I think to give me medicine. I was glad when I got home and saw momma and papa again. I thought they had sent me away. The vet lady told momma I probably have a stone in my bladder and that I'm too old to have an operation she gave momma some medicine so it doesn’t hurt me as much. I really like how it tastes, I keep trying to take the medicine squeezy thing out of mommas hand but she says theres no point cos its empty. I don’t think its helping that much as it still hurts a lot when I do my wee wees and poops. Momma has arranged for me to go over the rainbow bridge. She doesn’t know if she is doing the right thing she cries a lot and she says her heart is very ouchy. I wish I could make it better for her. I wish I could tell her its ok to let me go. I wish I could tell her that I know she loves me very much and that I love her very much I tried licking her leg yesterday so she knows I love her. I wish I could say, “momma its ok, let me go, I’ve had a good life, J-Roc will be waiting for me over the rainbow bridge I won’t be alone its ok momma its ok” I go over the bridge in a few days so I’m going to go for now cos I know momma and papa are gonna spoil this former little fatty like mad for the next few days.