Familiarization Flight - Didn't Enjoy It

Posted by MainStreetBetz@reddit | flying | View on Reddit | 125 comments

After being on a 2 year waitlist with my local Aviation School, I was finally accepted (2 months) which kicked off the process of working towards my PPL. I have some second seat experience in a Phenom and a 172, but was generally just 'looking out the window' the entire time.

Once I was accepted, I began studying two hours daily so that I could understand the basics of flying. I went and got my Cat III medical (with TC now). Yesterday, was my familiarization flight with my instructor. I slept well the night before. He is excellent but I want to be honest, I didn't enjoy it. I mostly felt nothing. I was given the yoke, did some straight and level flight, turns, learned the pattern, started trimming the airplane, etc etc. I found taxiing to be the most difficult. I was in sensory and checklist mode the entire flight, with occasional flashing bouts of fear during the flight. I was calm and was able to complete the requested tasks.

When we returned to the FBO, the other students were excited and mentioning how thrilled they were. I didn't feel this. I didn't really feel anything other than the realization of how little I knew and how much work was ahead. I asked my instructor for feedback and readings.

To any pilots out there, did you have this same experience? I am still studying and prepared to doggedly pursue this every single day - but I have not had a lifelong dream of flying. I am a business owner and am interested in the freedom of travel that a PPL will provide. I also find the procedural nature of aviation attractive. But honestly, I did not feel any sense of thrill, joy or excitement after my first dual.