Abusive family. My childhood and teens sucked and so did a lot of my 20s.

A few examples include being denied glasses for 3 years and slapped any time i squinted my eyes, having to sleep on the floor for years, no door to my room, mother would barge in any time i was in the bathroom to shower or shit-just to humiliate and bully me, when my appendix went gangrene and I was pissing blood they just punched me in the stomach and told me to stop crying about it (i literally died and was revived in the or and was hospitalized a long time from sepcic complications), my grandmother would constantly tell me i should have been an abortion since i was 7, i had to wear a coat all summer to hide bruises, passed out with heat sickness a few times, limped everywhere for 3 years from infections in my feet because i had shoes too small (came from salvation army dumpster, already too worn out) and no socks. Heck, the babysitter who used to beat me was on the history channels "women behind bars" series, episode 7, because she got 25 years for beating a 2 year old to death. Pretty sure thats a good indicator that I'm not exaggerating with how shitty things were. My parents beat me a lot too, the rest of the time i played alone in the woods because nobody wanted anything to do with me. Virtually no positive relationships in my youth. I was sexually assaulted in 3rd grade, told my aunt who beat me fir telling her, then my mother did the same when i told her. 

Diagnosed serious depression at 16, at 17 my mother got a disability claim on me for it, then argued to retain control over me as a rep payee when i turned 18. Then i was exploited and abused into my 20s, forced to wirk sub minimal jobs (1/5 min wage) 14 hours a day doing demeaning stuff or hard labor and got a beating if i refused, while everyone told me how lucky someone like me was to even be allowed to have a job. Same time i had no heat in my crappy house or water cuz my father took the wood stive and water pump and sold them, beat me for complaining, threatened to have me committed if i fought back (claimed they would make up justification as rep payees on the dis claim which they got because i was depressed because of the abuse), mother kept all the disability money and took loans under my name. i spent years living on dumpster food and had no heat for 2 winters (on Canadian border).

Things were really bad till i got a degree going part time with vesid grants, got a good job that freed me of that shit, changed my name, moved away, cut contact, was stalked and harassed for years till i became a ghost on official records by going to hide in the woods.