36F Chinese living in Canada, seeking advice on moving to a third country to find love and a better life.

Posted by Competitive-Papaya26@reddit | expats | View on Reddit | 133 comments

I’m a 36-year-old Chinese woman living in Canada, and I’ve been feeling quite isolated here. I have lived here for 10 years, and until recently I realized this is not the life I want or continue. I have a heavy mortgage and a high cost of living, but my salary is relatively low. I used to believe that having a degree and a decent job would lead to a comfortable life, but reality has hit me hard. FYI, I have a masters degree in civil/environmental engineering, and I work for a consulting firm which pays me very low but the pace is intense.

In Canada, everything is spacious and spread out, which often feels isolating. In some areas, you can only walk on one side of the street because the other side doesn’t even have a sidewalk. It's not a walking friendly city so I can't meet many people. I live in GTA. So I end up driving most of the time, and public transportation can take four times as long as driving. Overall, life feels fragmented and unsupported.

Financially, I’m under a lot of pressure, so I’m planning to sell my house and move somewhere with a lower cost of living, where people feel more connected and warm. I also think I would prefer a warmer climate. I don't consider Canada anymore since if GTA is this fragmented, I don't see other cities are not.

At the same time, I worry that my age makes it harder to find love. I don’t have children because I’ve never been married, and I haven’t had the time or social network to build a relationship. Now it's time to step back and find my own life.

I’ve considered moving back to China, but I’m concerned that my mindset may clash with the local culture, and I’m not sure it would necessarily make dating easier. Some people are judgmental and the men at my age almost already get married. So I’ve also been thinking about moving to a third country, ideally somewhere closer to China where my parents live that also easy to get a visa and work, and live a normal life that fits me culturally.

Do you any thoughts? I appreciate any inputs!