Can’t stand refer anymore. Can I quit? Is it worth it? Am I being a punk?

Posted by SchityCityGangBang@reddit | Truckers | View on Reddit | 110 comments

I’m still pretty fresh ig. Had my cdl about four years. I did a little semi full time local job for a year. This last year I’ve spent OTR running refer and the twisted sleep schedules got me all messed up. I feel like I’m gonna end up in a wreak.

Beyond that I’m just really tired of saying goodbye to my wife n dogs every couple weeks. I feel like with the last two gigs including this one being over a year I should be ok on a job application but I’m uncertain.

It’s not all the runs but this company constantly has me doing these little in between loads where my schedule is upside down or there’s like 2 picks and 4 drops with little compensation. $100 for a layover. $20 per extra drop. Idk if I sound privileged or something but just doesn’t seem worth it to be away from home and family for what amounts to like $150 a day anymore. I’m lonely and I miss my home and my home misses me. Just doesn’t seem worth it.

This run in particular I’m sitting on right now the tl;dr is I’ve been up for 26 hours and I’m tired and I’m just about to quit. But I don’t want to put myself and my family in a stupid spot quitting when I don’t have something more tolerable lined up.

My wife has a good job and I know so many of these posts are always talking about top pay but for me if I can clear $800 a week and have good health benefits and see my family on the daily I’d be a happy camper.

This is more of a journal entry than a reddit post but I figured I’d throw it on the internet anyway and see how bad I get flamed for it. If you’re a driver and bothered to read this thanks ig. And if you have some advice I’d be happy to take it.