I don’t have many “real” friends…

Posted by OldFitDude75@reddit | GenX | View on Reddit | 94 comments

My job is doing a golf outing this week and we’re a very small team and there’s room for a lot more people so they said we could invite friends or family. I only have a couple friends that golf and they are both busy so I started thinking through who else I know and occurred to me that I only have a handful of friends.

I have a ton of acquaintances through work or my wife’s work, and there’s plenty of people that I can be polite or even conversant with, but when it comes to actual friends - people you can sit and have a beer with or really be yourself with - the number is like 5, maybe 6 on a good day.

Sure, I have 150 “friends” on Facebook or whatever but they aren’t actually friends, you know? They are people I went to high school with or people that I connected with years ago or people I used to work with. Even the people I served with back when I was first in the military are mainly just relegated to the occasional text on Veterans Day.

Is this just part of being older or is this a symptom of having adult kids and fewer chances to be out doing things in public and crowds? To be clear, I’m not lonely per se, I have hobbies and a truly amazing relationship with my wife and kids, but it is a little saddening to think of that my circle is so condensed that I can count my friends on one hand.