Anon reminisces with his parents

Posted in another thread how we didn't ask to be born and are consistently punished by one another for it. Anin wished that things get better for me, a gentle kindness which means a lot. And then I read this greentext and have had similar experiences, and no, not only does it not get better, it gets worse, and when you begin to recognize the ways people torment you and are less ignorant to the ways people torment one another, it feels even worse than it ever did. I disowned most of my family. I have two people left, but they have 0 interest in my life, and I have 0 interest theirs. I support the group chat, but I no longer share what's going on in my life - always left on read, then someone changes the subject. At least they aren't antagonizing me and laughing at my pain like anon. Although I did know people like that once. It's mother's day, and my birther is out there somewhere, but that doesn't mean I have a mother. Nobody asks to be born, were poked and prodded and antagonized all our lives, finding solace in moments along the way, to recover just enough to handle another beating, and then we die.