How to get over constant fear of layoffs and not being able to find a job in the field ever again

Posted by Ruminatingsoule@reddit | sysadmin | View on Reddit | 122 comments

I am 35F and got my CCNA last April while working as a Network Analyst. 2 years, still at the same job. Last year they did a RIF which eliminated 3 people from our day crew. We have since lost 2 more to retirement or firing and they have no plans to replace any of us. Night crew is only getting 1 more person. This makes me feel that our department is eventually going to be eliminated.

I've been applying to lateral/semi lateral jobs for the past year but none have beared any fruit. I almost always get ghosted after the initial recruiter screening or the first interview. I have 7 years of overall IT experience, so I dont understand what im doing wrong. Im currently enrolled in a bachelor's program, and have a AZ-900, Network+, and CCNA. I dont understand what makes me so undesirable that I keep getting ghosted mid process. Forget cold applying. I havent heard back from ANY of those.

This makes me worry for my future. Knowing how hard it is to jump somewhere else compared to 3 years ago. It makes me worry I will need to pivot to another career I dont like just to get by. My husband and I were planning on kids but I am deathly afraid of doing that if my job/field has no security. What do I do?