I'm losing hope and I feel like a failure. How do I find help without relying on AI?

Posted by Garuzo-MSR@reddit | learnprogramming | View on Reddit | 17 comments

I'm losing hope and I feel like a failure. How do I find help without relying on AI?

Hello everyone, sorry for this rant in broken English, but I need help.

I'm currently stuck at the Weather App of The Odin Project and I genuinely feel terrible. For every single project I made I had to rely on the VS copilot... I understand the concepts, I can read the code without any issue, but when it comes to actually making the project? I stare at the screen, on the stack overflow homepage and I genuinely do not know what to do.

I understand that I should write pseudocode to make my life easier, but when I try to write it I get anxious on every single little detail I know I have to consider, and also when I ask the copilot for hints, or step by step guides, I still struggle.

When the AI helps me with the code, everything makes sense. it's completely understandable, but every time I think to myself "how could I ever come up with this by myself? it wasn't explained in the lesson".

So most of my projects (for the JavaScript section at least) are heavily influenced by AI.

Then I look at the posts here and I feel ashamed, like I wasted my time on nothing, and I feel like a failure. People say that you need to use documentation, to Google stuff, to use stack overflow... but genuinely, how? how can I use stack overflow from nothing? what do I ask? "please tell me how to make the weather app"? obviously not, but then genuinely, what? also, there are just so many projects, how much time am I supposed to invest in every single one of them? weeks?months?

I know that it's hard, I know that it's a struggle, that I need to persevere yadda yadda... but I don't understand HOW I need to persevere, what questions I should ask, how I should ask them...

it's a terrible feeling, thinking that everything I've made, that all the time I invested, was for nothing. I am genuinely losing hope, it feels like I'm making a stupid choice to learn programming at 26 years old, especially considering the job market in Italy (where I live), and the fact that AI can make code way better than mine in seconds. I want to work as soon as possible, I could go to university, but I'm 26 ffs I can't waste another 3-4 years.

Jeez this post is a mess, it started with asking a question on how to ask questions instead of relying on AI and it spiraled into questioning life choices lol.

Can you please, please offer me some guidance? Have you ever felt like me? Am I doomed (not sarcastic, genuinely asking)?

I really want to work in frontend, I believe that my experience with art and design would help me in this effort and differentiate me from other candidates, but I feel like it's too late to get a degree and also without it I can't go anywhere.

Please help me. Please.