20M I can’t get a driving license due to a health condition, and it has ruined the dreams I built. I received a scholarship, but I didn’t feel like I was studying because all I could think about was the license; I don’t care about it anymore. It’s my third week of being absent, and I don't give a damn because I won't be here for long

Look I’m not here looking for advice about 'walkable cities,' Uber, or public transport; those things won’t make me feel better and they are weak and fucking useless and having a licesne is better

Anyway don’t give me useless advice. I’m here to ask something else. I’ve searched everywhere I swear, everywhere but couldn’t find personal stories about this. I want to know how lethal benzodiazepines are for suicide? Do they work? Do they need alcohol to work? Has anyone here tried them in the past and failed? Do you know someone a friend or family member who tried it?

I’m sorry but I don’t see myself living without a license. I can deal with every other problem, but I cannot accept this one. I just feel like I'm worth less. I’ve wasted a fortune on five different therapists with no results Well at least I have a prescription for benzodiazepines

My plan in the past was to finish my accounting scholarship and then try to date and find a future partner, but I don’t care about either of those anymore especially the partner. Everyone nowadays has a license. I can’t date a girl who has a license when I don’t have anything; I would resent her, which is toxic. Every relationship will end badly, so why hurt other people? I should just end my life. Please answer my question about benzos will they work?