Do you overshare?

Posted by FockersJustSleeping@reddit | Xennials | View on Reddit | 127 comments

I'm trying to figure out if this is a me thing or partly generational.

I grew up with adults that never talked about anything personal. You can't talk about money, you can't talk about feelings, you can't talk about fears, you can't talk about joys. You CAN complain, and you CAN say that you like something, just as long as you don't mention that you don't like it because it hurts your feelings or you like something because it really touches you in your heart.

So, sometimes, I try to break the cycle and open up about those things because I watched the adults in my life hold all of it in and life lives where they were ruled by embarrassment, confusion, and disconnection.

A small example. The other day there was an office discussion about reality shows (I guess the Amazing Race is celebrating their 500th year). They were asking different people their opinions. I said I only ever really liked one reality show and I thought it was the best one that has ever been made by miles. They asked me what it was.

I am a stocky, low voiced, full beard, graying, flannel and levis, wife/kid/dog "Dude". I know what I look like and how I come off. I get called lumberjack a lot even though I think one day as an actual lumberjack would cause me to have a heart attack.

Anyway, I say Project Runway. I explained that I enjoyed the raw talent of competitors, I felt like it is framed to take us on a complex emotional journey with real stakes and deserving contestants. I talked about how it had opened up my ideas on what fashion is and what it's for and who it's for, and that I think it's a show with a good heart that wants to deliver a message through the journey of the narrative. The room gasped and then exploded. It's like I had told them I was secretly from the bottom of the ocean.

This is a single example but it has happened more than a few times in my life when I dare to say how I really feel about something. But, again, I don't know if it's just me and my experiences, or if people our age are a weird mix of wanting to break old rules of silence but also not expected to by older and younger people.