is it really still worth it to plan to leave the USA?

Posted by Little_Seat_8556@reddit | expats | View on Reddit | 79 comments

hi. i’m a 29 year old woman who lives in a deep blue county in a deep red state. i live with my family and work in higher education since the beginning of this year. my plan ultimately is to work on my portfolio while saving up as much as possible to go to grad school in germany, belgium, the netherlands, finland, sweden, or france, or obtain a job-seeking visa (likely in germany.) i have B2 level french and am studying german currently.

all that aside, with the way the US is headed, is it really, truly worth it for me to devote most of my life outside of work with the intention to immigrate? i hit rock bottom last summer after my mentally above employer of 5 years cut my contract. i was unemployed for six months, and am happy to be working again. not paying rent has allowed me to already pay for a 2-week trip to germany to check out grad schools and cities i’ve considered moving to.

i have no hope for my future in the US. getting an MFA would cost me tens (if not hundreds) of thousands of dollars i don’t have, and i have nothing holding me back here. i tried living in the cities my friends have moved to in blue states, but could never find work outside of my old job.

this is the mere thing that keeps me from giving up. i know nowhere is perfect, but being a queer woman in deep south amerikka is painful at best, and exasperating at worst.

so… should i keep planning? keep going? or is this a lofty pursuit?