Struggling to choose between “home vs lifestyle” - anyone been through this?

Posted by Wild-Ostrich1205@reddit | expats | View on Reddit | 6 comments

I’m trying to figure out where to base myself long-term and would really appreciate perspectives from people who’ve faced something similar.

I’m 30, working remotely, and not tied to a specific location. Over the past few years I’ve lived abroad (including Vancouver), and I’ve been back in Dublin for the last 8 months.

At this stage, I feel a pull toward having more of a base rather than constantly moving around. A big part of that for me is being able to live alone, and ideally use my remote setup to travel more flexibly (e.g. home exchanges or subletting while away).

I feel quite torn between a few options:

Vancouver:

This is the place that clicked most for me in terms of lifestyle and energy. I could afford to live alone, which is a big plus.

The downside is distance from home, although with remote work I could realistically visit 2–3 times a year and have family visit too. I’ve also experienced some loneliness there before.

Dublin (home):

Being close to family feels grounding, and I value that more now.

But I’ve given it a proper try over the past 8 months, and I’m still not sure I see myself settling here long-term. It feels somewhat limiting in terms of lifestyle and independence.

Other cities (e.g. Lisbon, Manchester, London):

I’ve explored these as a middle ground (closer to home but still offering something different). But none have quite “clicked” in the same way.

Right now I have the option to stay in Dublin short-term (3 months in a good area), or to make a bigger move again. I guess my core tension is:

Choosing between a place that feels like “home” vs a place that feels like “life”.

Has anyone here navigated something similar?

How did you think about distance from home vs quality of day-to-day life?