Moved from UK to Aus 1 month ago, not sure it feels right

Posted by paddlepopkid@reddit | expats | View on Reddit | 56 comments

I suppose the question is: has anyone ever had a quick turnaround and moved back to where they left? Has anyone been in a similar situation?

My story:

So I am from Australia but left 10+ years ago. I lived abroad and in the UK (London) for most of that. I did COVID in London. In 2020 I really wanted to return to Aus, for the outdoors mostly.

I met my husband (from a third country), got married, got pregnant, and 1 month ago we finally moved to Aus with the idea that we were relocating. I am still employed in the UK but on maternity leave.

In London we were largely happy. We like theatre, arts and culture, pubs, parks and the restaurant scene. We had some good friends around us and a community, although some friends had left over the years. A few years ago I was financially very stressed but we did a good job at saving and were ok (ie. Survived beginning of the cost of living crisis).

The reason for the move to Aus was because I "did the math". I thought we could have the baby, move in with my parents and work and save money. I thought everything would be better here, including healthcare, the outdoors, people treating each other better etc. In London in the last two years there was a huge growth in ASB in our area, and the NHS is pretty terrible. The UK has been going through a lot since COVID (or 2018, or 2008, depending when you start counting!) And cost of living goes up but conditions don't really improve.

Anyway, we have been here almost a month and its been challenging. Prettt much everything is indeed objectively "better". The roads are good (few potholes!), people are friendly and trusting so it also feels safer, the health are system is like night and day to the UK.

But my biggest issue is that I feel like the city (suburbs) is just so very small. Birds are nice, trees are quite nice, but actually everything seems so very boring. I hate the hot weather and driving everywhere, and we dont have any community around us (and our community hardly exists here so its largely not happening). Australians are very into sports or even the beach, and we aren't. I had thought that as a soon-to-be parent I was making "the right choice". I should add my family relationships have also not been easy and I now appreciate should not influence what decision we make. We aren't a close family. Property here is also insanely expansive, and the idea that a far out suburban property would cost more than in London is unfathomable to me.

I am torn whether we should stay or not. It just feels so culturally SMALL and like I have stepped backwards 10 years, and when its such a huge part of our lives and how we socialise I'm not convinced. If I make a comparison, it feels like dating someone who is right on paper vs what they're actually like and what suits you.

Anyone been in a similar position or have any wisdom to add?