Honestly feeling like moving back to the UK from Australia. Life here is just too difficult.

Posted by Fun-Potato-2407@reddit | expats | View on Reddit | 109 comments

30F I’ve been living in Australia for 3 years. After jumping through various hoops and spending a sh*t ton of money on visas and getting permanent residency, I’m now considering just throwing in the towel and moving back to the UK 🇬🇧

I have not managed to secure a single permanent contract in the 3 years I’ve been in Australia. I work for the QLD government and it seems like securing a permanent job is as easy as it is as escaping the labyrinth. I’ve had three jobs in the last twelve months…

That accompanied with the housing instability. I’ve been saving diligently to try and buy a property and it seems as though as soon as I save enough, the properties I am looking at are now out of my budget. I’m being ousted out of my flat in two months, which means I now have to play the game of trying to find somewhere to live in 2 months. I won’t be able to get a rolling contract, so when I do buy somewhere I’ll have to pay a “break lease fee”. Alongside a bond clean for a property that will be dirty on move in anyways 🙄

I feel like all this stress of having to constantly find a new job, find somewhere to live has made it exceptionally difficult to socialise and build friendships. In addition to this, most the people I meet are in couples so can afford to live closer to the CBD, which means I feel even more isolated 👀

Whilst I know it’s not sunshine and rainbows in the UK, I can’t ever think of a time in my life where I had so much instability. Other than being a Uni student on zero hours contract.

Yes my wages are better here, but all of this means fuck all if my health issues suffering. Both mental and physical. I’ve been taking beta blockers more and more frequently for the anxiety that I have been waking up with. As I’m constantly on edge about being made either redundant or homeless.

I’ve had health issues the past year including an unexplained lesion, which I know in the NHS if they’re concerned about it being malignant I would have an appointment in 2 weeks. Whilst here it seems like constant back and forth with my GP and forking out money to pay for these scans - Medicare, what? 🏥

Honestly I’m just so over it, I feel like life is for thriving. Whilst I feel like I’m just fighting to survive atm.