Not sure anymore

Posted by Actual-Ad-6146@reddit | Truckers | View on Reddit | 30 comments

I’ve been running hard consistently for the past 3 years. Mostly because I have no choice, at my current company they squeeze that 70 out of me week in week out. I’m dedicated local and the money is decent. However my health is going to shit. I eat as healthy as I can. I have enough time for a half hour walk at the end of the day until I need to get ready for bed. It’s also taking over my relationship of over a year. I’m just so checked out 80% of the time because of the long days I just want to zone out on my phone. On my reset she wants to travel and go here and there and I just don’t have the energy, which has made for a very bland quality of life. I’m only 31 and I feel like I have the sex drive of a 95 year old. The money is good, but even being home everyday, it just feels like I cannot find a good balance and this company is taking over my life. Out of 15 drivers I’m the only one that gets pinned with backhauls daily, while the other guys get nice little 8 hour days. Not to mention I have to give a 2 months notice if I want a day off because “you’re scheduled.” So mentally I think I’m just cracking with my weight becoming an issue, my relationship suffering, and my overall quality of life. I’ll never make this type of money going back to a “normal job”, but I think I’m realizing I’ll have to hang this up soon.