Just not getting it

Posted by Whole_Panda1384@reddit | flying | View on Reddit | 38 comments

I’ve been grinding for my PPL since November. I have about 90 hours and my checkride is this Monday the 18th. I’m still struggling on my landings. All of mine weren’t ACS (my maneuvers are great). I don’t know why I’m not getting it I’ve been studying non stop and flying non stop and I’m terrified that I’m not gonna pass my checkride. I start ERAU on the 25th and if I don’t pass I’m literally cooked. I’m under so much stress rn and I don’t know what to do except just fly more. For more context I’ve been with a 61 school and my precious CFI kind of fucked me over by getting fired and teaching me shit wrong and I had to do my checkride prep all over again with a new CFI who even then is still sometimes teaching me the wrong shit and yelling at me and pretty much humbling me non stop. I feel so conflicted about everything I’ve learned and it’s really taking a toll on both my ground knowledge and flying knowledge. I’m trying not to beat myself up about all of this but it’s really starting to screw with not just me but my family as well with the money that’s gone into this. Any advice?