Which (if any) of these categories are you in?
Posted by SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit | GenX | View on Reddit | 75 comments
First of all, if nothing I say here pertains to you, and on top of that, if nothing that I say pertains at all to people in our age group, I apologize. This is just my own theory and observations. It is simply meant for some lighthearted conversation this evening.
My theory is that we are in a similar place as we were when we were 18 and heading off to college. We are staring at being "old," though just a different definition of old. When you were 18, someone who was 22 with a full-time job was old. When you are in your 50's, old is literally old. The reaper is heading in your direction, and that can be just as scary (or scarier) as an 18 year old looking at imminent adulthood.
With that said, I think many people in our generation fall into one of trade categories...
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Bored: for many, the kids are out of the house or heading there, and you don't have the day-to-day distraction of making sure that they are fed, happy, and taken care of. Suddenly, if you are married, you just have your spouse. You either grew alongside them all these years, or you grew apart. Many people I know are unhappy because they never pursued their own interests, or pursued interests alongside their spouses. They just adopted the role of parents, and once the kids got older, they didn't know what to do with themselves. There's no passion, no drive, and no excitement.
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Cheating/Divorced: For many of those people in the first category, it leads to the second category. Either you're the cheater, or the cheatee. Your marriage is in a tailspin, or it's heading there.
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Self Actualizer: If you are in this category, you are trying to outrun the reaper. If you are married, you are growing alongside your spouse and looking for new ways to keep life interesting. If you're not married, you're also looking for ways to keep life interesting. You are looking to expand your horizons, have fun, and inject a bit of adventure into your day-to-day existence.
Am I missing a category?
AdGold205@reddit
I’ll be 50 this year and have 2 high schoolers.
My life has arranged itself so I can do mostly what I want to do, money is fine and I have time.
Cheating seems like a lot of work, I’m trying to get healthy so I can live indefinitely, I’m married and at one point we were growing apart but we seem to now be trying to grow together. I’m pretty content but have some regrets, some bigger than others.
BigEnvironment628@reddit
You're also missing those of us who are taking care of an elderly parent or two while still trying to get our adult s#*! together otherwise. Maybe making career changes and trying to figure out if we'll ever be able to retire.
GoodGrackle-25@reddit
3 Category suggestion: Changing Gears - life is in order, kids are on their own, parents are aging and doing things that raise concerns.
BununuTYL@reddit
I didn't answer for myself--I'd say I'm currently 80% contented and 20% self actualized.
The 20% self actualized will manifest next week as I try pickle ball for the first time. But I'm gonna show up in my New Order t-shirt and gray Chuck's low tops (but with a absorbing insert installed, 'natch).
Upper_Knowledge_6439@reddit
You're missing elder care responsibilities. We lost 3 of the 4 in 2023. The fourth was before Covid.
If people think raising kids is hard, wait'll they have to deal with a parent who needs their help, but won't take it - It's like the teenage years on max steroids.
SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit (OP)
Great point. My mom needs round-the-clock care, and my dad insists on doing most of it himself. It's sad.
Stella-Artwat@reddit
Never married, no kids. Have a longtime partner (12 years) and we enjoy the hell out of our DINKy life. One thing I regretted for a long time was not going to college. I had a narcissistic mother who refused to fill out the FAFSA because according to her "My [and stepfather's] income is none of your business". She kicked me out of the house when I turned 18 and told me I needed to get my own health insurance. Lmao. I went no contact with her in 2000. She died in 2014 and I didn't shed a tear. But in my 40's I decided to do something crazy. I went back to school at 42 and earned an AAS, BS, and MS in rapid succession! I didn't want to die knowing that my own POS parent tried to derail my future and I just let it happen. Anyway, I would say I'm finally content and enjoying life after years of internal strife.
SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit (OP)
That is a great ending! As I read your story, I kept thinking "I'd love to buy this person a beer!" You deserve it!!!!!
Stella-Artwat@reddit
Awww, thank you. I think I've had enough beers in my twenties for you and me and a family of ten, but I'll take it! Cheers! 🍺
SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit (OP)
What are you looking forward to doing? My big anticipation is moving somewhere warm.
PsychologicalBat1425@reddit
I'm somewhere between #3 and #4. I'm an older Gen X, and thinking about retiring early. So I'm making plans on what I want to do, see, etc. It has nothing to do with my age. It's about being free from working so I can do what I want.
ZogemWho@reddit
4 content: Retired (Both of us), living on a mountain with five acres. I worked my ass off to be worry free at this point in my life.
podgida@reddit
How about happy? All of those categories are depressing. I'm happy in my marriage (25 years).
gum43@reddit
I think you’re missing the category of those of us still raising kids. We had our kids in our 30’s and still have all 3 at home (oldest goes to college in the fall). We’re honestly too busy with them to fit in any of these categories! No time to be bored, cheat or spend a lot of time thinking about our mortality (although we are trying to be better about our health).
mcattack13@reddit
This would be my category. Child at 40, tween at home still. I think having a child later in life has kept my husband and I young at heart and fairly active. I’m still having fun with it.
starksfergie@reddit
My silent gen parents did the same thing (with me), rents were 37/40 when I was born and all of my sibs are 10 years older. My rents stayed young until their 70s. They have passed, but that youthful feeling still fills me up at 54 (though work does the opposite, sadly).
Clear_Coyote_2709@reddit
Yep. I have one graduating in 2 weeks and another in hs.
EducationalVolume203@reddit
I’m in my 50’s and mine are in junior high. I’m too fucken’ busy with music lessons, sport lessons, school, work, housework, grocery shopping etc to be belly button gazing.
No time for introspection, retrospection or existential dread.
gum43@reddit
Our youngest is in middle school! We’re definitely the old parents in the grade lol.
GTFOakaFOD@reddit
My youngest is in middle school as well. I thank my stars that he's not a sports kid (although he does obsess about soccer).
gum43@reddit
Until a few months ago we had 2 high schoolers and a middle schooler in sports. Two in club soccer and one in competitive cheer. Middle schooler also does school bball and tennis in the summer. It’s a lot! Oldest is about to graduate HS though, so no more cheer (which is the most intense and time consuming). The two soccer players love it though and it keeps them out of trouble. But this is why we don’t have time for self reflection!
Xistential0ne@reddit
Dude, like whatever. I’m underrepresented and it really whatevers me. I’m serious, whatever floats your boat as long as it doesn’t negatively affect other people, animals or the planet (too much)
Honkey_Cat@reddit
I would say a combo of 3 and 4. I do things to stay active and have fun - run daily, play sports, try to socialize a bit, but love down time at home with my hubby and pets. Still work full time as well. Kids are all out of the house and all college graduates, no grandchildren yet. It does feel like an odd time in life. Like I'm waiting for the next thing, but what is that, exactly?
ONROSREPUS@reddit
PintoOct24@reddit
4. I have a bunch of house projects that I’m working on that require attention. I just picked up Zelda, ToTK again and that’s been really fun. I just adopted my first dog and it’s kind of like having a young child again. I have a best friend and partner and my kids are really good people and we all like and love each other. I don’t really want anything more than what I have right now. I’m not looking to one up anyone or become rich or famous, I’m happy living my very small life for the amount of time I am allotted and I accept once I’m gone, it’s over.
MariMargeretCharming@reddit
What a bleak outlook on things. 🙁
Dark focus, even in the "Contented" bracket.
This reaks of sadness.🫂
Important_Call2737@reddit
What about those of us who have kids gone and are living the bomb life now? Traveling somewhere every month because we both WFH, going out not having to worry about sitters and so on. My son is home from college and my wife commented “no more getting busy on the couch for the next couple months”.
Clear_Coyote_2709@reddit
Humble-Membership-28@reddit
Yup, #1.
pestercat@reddit
By the time I hit 30, chronic pain took me out of the regular job market for good. So it's really hard to know what category I'm in-- regretful because I wish I had traveled more before I couldn't, did more before I couldn't, but without perfect foresight that's impossible.
Now I just had knee surgery and the recovery is way worse than I ever imagined (pain isn't so bad but fatigue and executive function are AWFUL), my husband was just laid off, and my father-in-law not only needs Medicaid certification and nursing home admission, but he's dying.
I feel like I'm barely treading water, but when I look at my parents' lives I think I would still rather have my life than theirs. I have been in a happy relationship for 35 years. I don't have Jerry Springer levels of relationship drama like they did. Like my dad, I never wanted kids. Unlike my dad, I stuck to that. My life is rough but it could be so much worse.
stueynz@reddit
Nearly 60 … no kids ‘cause the grim reaper and I are old acquaintances; told him to fuck off when I was 19. Contented looking forward to being a kid again when I don’t have to work to pay for life…
nidena@reddit
3 all the way.
r22-d22@reddit
Hrm. In my late 40s I would say "treading water". I have what I think many would find an enviable career, but it stresses me out. I'm still too young to retire. My health is not good, but not bad. I have three years until my youngest has graduated high school. My parents in their mid-70s are doing pretty well, but I know how this plays out eventually.
My hope is that once my youngest graduates, we'll be able to take stock of finances and I can consider taking a lower-paying, less stressful job and try to do more self-actualization.
SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit (OP)
I'm content and working toward self-actualized. I say content because it's hard to be truly self actualized when you have a house filled with young adult kids and work 60 hours a week, but I'm learning a language, going to the gym, and camping during warm months. My wife and I get along well and have common goals.
MyriVerse2@reddit
When I was 18, I didn't even consider people 30 years old to be old. My entire life I was used to hanging out with older gens.
Anyway, I'm Contented.
CaptainKrakrak@reddit
Depressed, life has no purpose. Everything falls apart eventually, so why bother?
finfan44@reddit
look into Absurdism, read The Stranger by Albert Camus and find yourself smiling as the world burns around you.
GTFOakaFOD@reddit
I second The Stranger.
"Since we're all going to die, it's obvious that when and how don't matter."
Shibboleeth@reddit
Not really any of the above. I'm not running from the reaper, if anything I've been waiting for it to get around to me and I'm currently doing things in an effort to stave off existential boredom.
But I'm also not bored, as I have found things to keep me occupied.
I'm also don't have kids (can't have 'em) and my attempts at finding a partner have all fallen flat. I'm just not claimed.
BununuTYL@reddit
I would add "Contented" which is generally happy and satisfied, but without the pursuit of new experiences, adventure, or seeking to expand horizons, nor does it have boredom. You're maintaing the status quo, and you're good with that.
I would also add "Regretful" which is feeling like you wasted opportunities, made the wrong choices, and your life today is nowhere near what you had hoped it to be. Generally unhappy and feel it's too late to make a positive change.
GTFOakaFOD@reddit
I know a good handful of people my age that are contented. It's nice to see, and I'd like to get there one day.
stonecoldmark@reddit
I’d say regretful for me. However where I get upset is it wasn’t for lack of trying.
I never settled on a career, I only had jobs, and now at 53, I landed an unskilled labor job that has left me sore everyday for over 2 years.
I tried getting into the film industry as someone that worked on sets, but the inability to network and the lack of finding paid work left me scrambling for a job in dental insurance. I was there 9 years before I got fed up. I went back to school for film and tv production, and while I was happy to actually get a degree, I could not land a paying job.
I’ve made documentaries self funded, I used to do photography for a while, but nothing ever stuck in a paying capacity.
I have a wife and kids, I would not blame my kids for anything. I was a stay at home dad for a majority of their lives growing up. I was way more involved than my dad ever was. So that is exciting for me to look back on, even if they don’t care.
Now at 53 I want to travel the world and see things, but we can’t retire just yet.
I have a on again/off again YouTube channel highlighting my growing action figure collection.
This replaces the affection my wife no longer has for me. We are basically roommates, we do lots of fun stuff, but nothing physical. She says I’m too heavy. And while I try to get that under control, I have thoughts of leaving, but could never afford it. So we don’t talk about s-e-x.
Just today I was leaving for work, I came back in to kiss her goodbye, and she said I didn’t have to do that because I’ll be late.
That pretty much tells where the marriage side of all this is.
So regrets, yeah, I have a few. The good news is in about 20-25 years it’s all over.
SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit (OP)
I'm sorry. Your post was from the heart.
SpanishLearnerUSA@reddit (OP)
Damn, good suggestions!!!!
GTFOakaFOD@reddit
I am in Category 1: Bored
It's been like this since COVID.
Status_Entrepreneur4@reddit
1.5
Bored and barely holding on
TemperatureTop246@reddit
51 here. I had kids young, by choice. My oldest is going to be 32 in August. I'm not going to claim having kids young is for everyone, it clearly isn't. It came with advantages and disadvantages. One one hand, my kids are all adults. On the other hand, my oldest has support needs and will probably not be able to fully live on his own. My ex husband (his dad) and I let him shift between our houses as he pleases. He has a bedroom in each. My 78 year old MIL lives with us too. She has dementia. My parents are both gone. I have one grandchild, and it's looking like they will be the only one. But that is not up to me.. I refuse to meddle - it's their lives, not mine. And I wish my mom had given me the same grace. My 26 year old stepson also lives with us. So we have a full house, but we're all adults. It almost feels like a Real World set sometimes, except nobody is having sex 🤣
Affectionate_Yam4368@reddit
I guess 3 except I'm not trying to outrun anything, and I don't fear death. I just have enough PTO and money to have a fucking awesome time, so that's what I'm doing. I like my spouse, and he's generally game to participate in my harebrained schemes.
Last week I was camping below the Salkantay Pass in Peru, and in July I'm taking my family back to the Alps for some hiking. The world is a fascinating place and I want to see as much of it as possible while I'm fit enough to do it.
PlasticWentech@reddit
I was a cheatee and after the second round of it came the split. Several months later, daughter was ready to "move back home" away from her mother. The only real regret I have is the aversion to even trying for another relationship. It was an easy excuse before daughter was grown and out of the house that I was keeping things stable for her. But I also stagnated my own life.
I've kind of come to terms with it and am not completely averse to a relationship, but at damned near 59 it's still a little unsettling to think of.
Absinthe_gaze@reddit
Still building. Have a young adult child still living with me. Making plans with my boyfriend to move into one house, then sell and buy “our” house and a cabin. Thinking of taking some college courses in order to be further promoted in my job.
El-Ramon@reddit
Regretful
Life_Transformed@reddit
You’re just scratching around one aspect of midlife crisis.
WonderlandAlice1980@reddit
How about frustrated? I’m in the self actualized category but my spouse is more… passive? It’s lonely.
KingPabloo@reddit
3 for sure. 58M married with 2 boys and retired early 5 years ago. Started planning my life out when I graduated college in 89’ and followed the plan. I get to enjoy the fruits of my labor by staying in shape and mentoring others now…Really focus on learning and growing constantly.
A_Bridger_really@reddit
Currently I am in the Sandwich Generation. I had my kid at 40 so they are still at home (12) and now I am taking care of my Aunt and Uncle who are in their 80s. I am trying to find time for myself. Taking art classes, doing yoga and other balance exercises, along with trying to find time (and energy) to do things with my kid and spouse.
Death has always felt like it is just around the corner. Just 3 weeks before her 18th birthday my best friend died of suicide. She told me to live. I made a promise to her and myself I would live another 80 years. Over the last 35 years I have lost more friends and two of my four cousins, one of them only 17 days older than I.
I am mostly content but am also stressed out. I admit I have thought of cheating but then I look at my life which is actually pretty good. I look at my husband and I still love him. We still talk, share the same sense of humor, and he does his own laundry ;)
So I guess I would fit into category 3.
ewazer@reddit
I’m going to say contented. I have been fortunate to be able to retire early, and with that I really feel like I’ve finished the race. I didn’t necessarily “win” the race, as I’ve sacrificed future earnings and don’t exactly live like a king, but I’m good with that. No more competing, striving, fighting for validation and some undefined position on the ladder. All my life was a struggle to me, and if I never have to play the game again, contentment is the prize.
waters_run_deep@reddit
No longer married. Kids are all in college. Started life over a few years back and couldn’t be happier. I have travelled, made new friends, and have really lived life in a fulfilling way. So there needs to be a category for those of us who are now dinging homers in the 7th inning!
Biefcurtains@reddit
I’m 47, so I guess I’m one of the babies of our generation. I’ve had 4 open-spine surgeries and 27 radiation treatments, so I feel like the reaper and I have a healthy banter and love to troll each other. I don’t need to outrun them (Reaper identifies as they/them. Have YOU had four open-spine surgeries? Ok then, I’m the expert) we aren’t in a race. We are dancing and always have been, if you think about it. To that end, I have joined a women’s dance crew in the past three years. I also started backpacking. And learning how to craft and do art. And training combat sports. I’m done being someone who wants to do things; I choose to be someone who does things. My partner and I are growing together, though our relationship looks way different than it did 15 years ago. I think I’m pretty self-actualized, now that I’ve done a bunch of healing so I can live instead of just survive. My only regret is not doing that work earlier, but I suppose I did it when it was time. Never settle for being content. Every day is a gift and a choice. I decided to set down what wasn’t mine to carry and to live as hard and as fully as I can until the wheels fall off. It’s never too late to start living.
yoursweetbaboo@reddit
I’m still growing. I’m 56, class of ‘87, and I became a registered nurse last year. This August will be my one year anniversary at my first nursing job. I’ve done all the gay jobs except flight attendant. After two master’s degrees, I think I’m done with school though.
ContributionOk4015@reddit
Regretful
AJM_1987@reddit
Mid 50s, married 20 years, started late so our youngest is just entering HS, with another in HS and oldest in college. We're mostly 1, focused on parenting and paying tuition over the next 8 years. We mostly get along, enjoy our city's culture, music, food scenes, do some traveling, and still appreciate each other's "company" - when we can get some privacy. Ailing parents keep us busy too, but all in all, things could be a lot worse.
Oh, and we have cats that really like us.
SwimmingBridge9200@reddit
Self actualized here. Been traveling, relaxing, trying new hobbies. However at not quite 54, my husband has been referred to a neurologist. He has several symptoms of Parkinson’s so we are scared. Trying to not freak out until his appointment in July. Determined to have fun and spend as much time enjoying life while we can. Been together since we were 17.
Careless_Lion_3817@reddit
Self actualization as a single parent of a tween…didn’t find myself in any of your categories
ShadowKat2k@reddit
Regretful now self actualized. I should've moved 25 years ago but I finally did and having the time of my life
FeralBanshee@reddit
I’m “in limbo”
XerTrekker@reddit
Resigned? Abiding? Running out the clock? Feel like I have very few good years left and want to enjoy them as much as I can, with as little stress and drama as possible. Between work and health issues I’m barely existing, let alone living. But retirement is coming, one way or another. I want to chill and take a break, then have an encore of hobbies and all the things I never have time for. I’m not bored, content, or miserable, just exhausted. I’ve been divorced several years after a long marriage, no longer interested in relationships. Always learning and trying new things.
buckinanker@reddit
I think a combo of self-actualized and maybe excited? Kids recently moved out, wife and I are dating again, retirement is in sight, assuming the grim reaper doesn’t catch me before that. I have some time to rediscover myself and my spouse and move into the new stage of life together.
OreoSpeedwaggon@reddit
HermioneMarch@reddit
I’m working on self actualized. Hoping to get there before the reaper catches me.
Northman_76@reddit
Married to my wife 24 years, 2 girls....on their way into the world on their own. Definitely not bored. I work full time as a nurse and also have a contracting business. Dont feel old, don't look old, and don't give a shit about the reaper coming. He comes for us all. Retiring in a few years from Alaska back to the midwest and starting a bistro. Because "I cook better than my grandma", grandma's words, not mine. I ain't running from nothing, I'm running into something.
edasto42@reddit
There’s loads of nuance missing there. I feel I come close to number three, but I’m not trying to outrun death. I’m just loving how I’ve always tried to live. Basically the phrase “‘no good story starts with ‘I was hanging out in my comfort zone,’” has been a motto. Just taking every day as an adventure to do something new and different.
ExpertRegister1353@reddit
Content. Never married or had kids. Can do whatever I want.
notsicktoday@reddit
Was 1, then 2, now none of the above.
Funkgun@reddit
Yeah, none of the above. I enjoy my spouse. I don’t feel it is a shallow boring or uneventful life that I have led with them.
I am hitting 50. Not sure I’m looking over my shoulder at death yet, but I am trying to be a bit more healthy. Cutting as much salt as possible, got back into biking. But this is so I don’t end up leaving this world from that sudden heart attack.
So maybe I am 4. Boring milk toast.
Novel_Pin_6784@reddit
Full on 3