Geez dude, all jokes aside I've been there. Not a good life to live but it's possible to get out, never lose hope. Love ya, i know you can do it, gotta stumble and slip if you want to learn how to prevent/identity /actively fight another relapse. Part of the process.
Im only 30 and i was a daily user of substanced (obviously including alcohol) for 16 years. My kidneys neatly failed, turns out after having a seizure k found out i had a Brian tumor, stopped breathing, withdrawal so bad i had a seizure and tore my mf tongue in half.
Its all I've ever known so without it i felt so confused and vulnerable. Didn't know how to cope with any emotion. Whenever o felt scared or anxious or angry or bored i ran and avoided it. Good emotions felt confusing and foreign but i had to relearn how to live amd cope
But i did it, if i did, you can
Now, back to the idiocy that is this subreddit i can feel a lot of my self in your comments
As I read that, I was sure you were my irl friend whom’st lurks here, but the tongue thing killed that theory. Jesus.
Either way, I’m glad you hung it up. Good job, really. I’ve been retired myself for exactly 98% of the last 4 years, and it’s mind boggling how much better I feel.
Ah yeah pretty much exactly 8 times at rehab hospital several. Puking blood every morning in the back yard so the kids wouldn’t hear me. Getting pussed becaso and so is at the liquor store so you drive around and hope you can get in and out before they tell the old lady. Did you know you can hide a Handle of vodka in a garden hose neatly in the garage no it’s not weird I seem to be on the shop so often. One time I went to Rehab in a bathrobe and this was a five gallon in 7 days. So the equivalent of a big white bucket. Just drank it. I remember drinking a fifth of 101 turkey just to stop shaking so I could go to work. That visit after a 25 day stay at the rehab facility and I still couldn’t walk straight
As I read that, I was sure you were my irl friend whom’st lurks here, but the tongue thing killed that theory. Jesus.
Either way, I’m glad you hung it up. Good job, really. I’ve been retired myself for exactly 98% of the last 4 years, and it’s mind boggling how much better I feel.
I I wonder are they ready? Is homeland security I’m Lust saying being like that I still did it safely. I don’t want people to think I want to hurt anyone. I was all about entertaining people. But as if progressed I was hurting myself. It wasn’t funny anymore. Sober today and video oh tannerite the one where people from neighboring towns know about the incident. These are strangers mind you. I was a legend now I just avoid things that make jail a reality
WTF you shot the Yuengling can instead. Look, I hate a commonwealth state as much as the next guy, but Pennsyltucky makes some damn good beer. And I just noticed those were Stella's you were "aiming" at. That's a US brewed Belgian beer...
You're gonna have to boof a couple Modelo's and think about what you did wrong here.
I never aimed at a Stella I didn’t have the want to pick up glass
Especially when a bleed with low hemoglobin and thin byöpof people bleed out when drunk especially when they can’t get back up or don’t even know they are down. I had a friend who his liver failed and all the other organs to follow. Otherwise well he might not have died if he just stayed put
Sneaux96@reddit
Gotta fire at some Coronas if you really want to show up for the Alamo.
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Maybe after the 8,364th relapse I promise
bearman94@reddit
Geez dude, all jokes aside I've been there. Not a good life to live but it's possible to get out, never lose hope. Love ya, i know you can do it, gotta stumble and slip if you want to learn how to prevent/identity /actively fight another relapse. Part of the process.
Im only 30 and i was a daily user of substanced (obviously including alcohol) for 16 years. My kidneys neatly failed, turns out after having a seizure k found out i had a Brian tumor, stopped breathing, withdrawal so bad i had a seizure and tore my mf tongue in half.
Its all I've ever known so without it i felt so confused and vulnerable. Didn't know how to cope with any emotion. Whenever o felt scared or anxious or angry or bored i ran and avoided it. Good emotions felt confusing and foreign but i had to relearn how to live amd cope
But i did it, if i did, you can
Now, back to the idiocy that is this subreddit i can feel a lot of my self in your comments
Similar-Mistake2373@reddit
As I read that, I was sure you were my irl friend whom’st lurks here, but the tongue thing killed that theory. Jesus.
Either way, I’m glad you hung it up. Good job, really. I’ve been retired myself for exactly 98% of the last 4 years, and it’s mind boggling how much better I feel.
bearman94@reddit
Ya man i feel you, it's no life to live
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Ah yeah pretty much exactly 8 times at rehab hospital several. Puking blood every morning in the back yard so the kids wouldn’t hear me. Getting pussed becaso and so is at the liquor store so you drive around and hope you can get in and out before they tell the old lady. Did you know you can hide a Handle of vodka in a garden hose neatly in the garage no it’s not weird I seem to be on the shop so often. One time I went to Rehab in a bathrobe and this was a five gallon in 7 days. So the equivalent of a big white bucket. Just drank it. I remember drinking a fifth of 101 turkey just to stop shaking so I could go to work. That visit after a 25 day stay at the rehab facility and I still couldn’t walk straight
bearman94@reddit
How long have you been drinking daily for if you don't mind me asking
Sneaux96@reddit
Borther, that's not a relapse. That's a Tuesday.
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Oh well most hours didn’t go unnoticed when drinking otherwise I’d get horribly sick
Reikovsky@reddit
Plastic vodka jug? Oh no..
Borther, I can help you.
Busty__Shackleford@reddit
i can fix him
Similar-Mistake2373@reddit
As I read that, I was sure you were my irl friend whom’st lurks here, but the tongue thing killed that theory. Jesus.
Either way, I’m glad you hung it up. Good job, really. I’ve been retired myself for exactly 98% of the last 4 years, and it’s mind boggling how much better I feel.
Similar-Mistake2373@reddit
Oh wtf , yours is definitely not the comment I intended to reply to lmoa
Busty__Shackleford@reddit
huh?
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
How’s that you like bodka
FFJosty@reddit
Stovepipe and not 1911.
Blank detected.
Similar-Mistake2373@reddit
The hole in that can looks suspiciously close to the size of a bullet hole 🤔
1Hunterk@reddit
I hope so, but there is a hole in that can at the end...
FFJosty@reddit
Oh fuck, good catch. 😳
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
It does stovepipe it’s not a good gun or I just got the shit one
KaysaStones@reddit
👑
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
I’m glad someone body appreciates me exploiting my alter ego and nemesis. If some yall chill ill show you how I lost my homeowners insurance
RoadkilledFTW@reddit
Please tell me it was a bigger gun
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Ok it was a bigger gun . I’m lying you will have to use your imagination
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
I I wonder are they ready? Is homeland security I’m Lust saying being like that I still did it safely. I don’t want people to think I want to hurt anyone. I was all about entertaining people. But as if progressed I was hurting myself. It wasn’t funny anymore. Sober today and video oh tannerite the one where people from neighboring towns know about the incident. These are strangers mind you. I was a legend now I just avoid things that make jail a reality
drtacos11@reddit
Did you limp wrist it and make it stove pipe?
PlutoTheGod@reddit
Restoring this sub to its degenerate glory
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
It’s meant to be a after school show about what drinking could get you not glorifying marksmanship within city limits
beetsdoinhomework@reddit
You shot a youling and then got a jam for the alamo? Not sure i agree
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
You know the difference between jam and jelly?
FullAutoAssaultBanjo@reddit
WTF you shot the Yuengling can instead. Look, I hate a commonwealth state as much as the next guy, but Pennsyltucky makes some damn good beer. And I just noticed those were Stella's you were "aiming" at. That's a US brewed Belgian beer...
You're gonna have to boof a couple Modelo's and think about what you did wrong here.
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
I never aimed at a Stella I didn’t have the want to pick up glass
Especially when a bleed with low hemoglobin and thin byöpof people bleed out when drunk especially when they can’t get back up or don’t even know they are down. I had a friend who his liver failed and all the other organs to follow. Otherwise well he might not have died if he just stayed put
RoosterzRevenge@reddit
Modelo is INBEV same as the weak sauce bud light
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Thanks for the suggestions my wife will take a day off
againstthestate88@reddit
Average steyr owner lmao.
sneekonfleek@reddit
isn't stella belgian ? lol
singlemale4cats@reddit
Is that a Steyr? Uncommon pistol for this sort of hooliganery.
StressOdd83@reddit
U see spider?
Bootylingus_@reddit
First round stovepipe 👌
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Textbook
Extreme-Book4730@reddit
Alcohol induced limp wrist. Lol
ShartyMcShortDong@reddit
Hi.
Did you know switching to Geico could save you 15% or more on car insurance?
Good day.
rm45acp@reddit
Repping the steyr no less, based af
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
You spelled bussin wrong…..
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Just alcohol no basing
hypebeastv@reddit
Lube your slide fn, that shell shoulda EJECTO SEATO CUZZed!
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Thank hat Man U a life saver
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
That’s what I thought it’s always trapped at least one round per mag and it’s usually when it is maxed out
5Lv8@reddit
I've heard of yings and wings, but yings and 🅱️ingz???
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Bingz
HarrisBalz@reddit
Ur glonknt jammed
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Nice mine too
SailingSeaAlice@reddit
Typical renter. 🤦🏻♂️
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Well you see, sea lion that’s were you would be dead wrong
Oven-sock@reddit
a real juan.
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
You know how hard it is to aim a gun through a se I phone after a handle a day for 10 years
ellisschumann@reddit
You were aiming?
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Hey just because you don’t know doesn’t mean I remember
crunkymonky@reddit
Case didn't eject. Alamo dishonored.
Viktor_Bout@reddit
Thank you for your service 🫡
Napoleon_B@reddit
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Yeah his bike is in the basement
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Yeah his bike is in the basement
SukOnMaGLOCKNastyBIH@reddit
You dropped this 🫴🏼👑
HonestLemon25@reddit
Trap house or mental retardation
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Somewhere south of alcohol induced psychosis we can predict it now
Erkanator36@reddit
*Some alcohol involved
Bro so relax he enduced a stovepipe.
How_bout_them_Os@reddit
Ahhh, I miss being single.
economicconstruction@reddit
God bless America.
User9x19@reddit
Tell em, brother!
Haunting-Muscle5997@reddit (OP)
Gang Gang