I F23 moved to France on a student visa and kinda starting to regret it

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I moved to France on a student visa in the middle of September to do a 1 year master degree in Medicinal chemistry. In the country I was living previously, things were too tough to find a job including for the locals. In my home country it’s even worse. I did pharmacy for a Bachelor degree

Before I moved, had huge trouble finding accommodation since my university didn’t have enough. The agency that helped me is horrible at fixing repairs and I found my door handle broken. They took weeks to fix it

We are only 8 in my class and being the only person of color, I noticed my classmates especially the girls give me dirty looks and exclude me from things. If I greet them they hesitate to reply or don’t reply at all. One of the teachers made fun of me for not understanding something when I asked a question saying that even a Bachelor student in first year can know the answer. It made me feel embarrassed

It’s been tough opening a bank account due to all the paper work needed. Making friends is hard since everyone has their own social circle. I’ve made a few but they still seem to prefer their own circle. I’ve surprisingly received more racist experiences from the black people in France telling me to go back to my country if I don’t speak French well

I speak a B1 level of French. Even at church the Pastor avoids talking to me and always comments saying he doesn’t want to speak English even though he knows English very well. One of the members told him I don’t speak French too well so that’s how he found out

My program consists of a 6 month internship which we have to find by ourselves. It’s been so tough applying to different jobs and either getting rejections or no responses. In my class, only 2 people managed to find and it’s an internship in the school so it’s more of like they got it through connections since they are friends with the teacher giving the internship offer

I love French culture, language and the fact that tuition is affordable. I’m grateful for the opportunity but don’t want to start regretting and it’s taking a toll on me. Has anyone experienced such before?