(620) 238-7062 hunterjeffrey13@gmail.com  Jeff H.  Put me through years of hell. First year wasn't bad, the last 9 was absolute degradation of any self worth I had. I feel like he stopped loving me and genuinely enjoyed hating me but disguising it w the world "love" Cheated on me w numerous women including cousins and sister in law, broke my tooth by shoving my face into the linoleum and pushing his knee into my neck, bc I flushed his dope, there's so many disgusting things he did to me but oddly enough, the thing that hurt the deepest was him denying any acknowledgement of how hard I tried to fix him, changing everything about myself to mimic whatever degradation porn star he became obessed w and turning everything he did around on me. It was always my fault. I "made him do it" bc I got to a point where I was so damn low I hated even looking in the mirror. He knew I wouldn't give up easily bc I have abandonment issues and don't want to make anyone feel that hurt. If anyone's bored or has time to waste, spam the fk out of him. Phone calls, texts, emails. All hours of the day and night. Maybe then hell get a glimpse of never being able to relax. I don't try to speak evil on anyone but damn it this man really did the most disgusting things to me. I've never met someone w actual darkness and emptiness in their eyes like him. I made my share of mistakes during our separations, I wanted to feel appreciated and valued, heard. I was raked across the coals over and over even years later, while he was being deceitful damn near the whole time we was together. He still tries to bait me by playing on my weaknesses. I'm sorry for the long rant. I just wish he'd feel a fraction of the hell I felt for so long.