Major Decision to Take / Relocating to Europe

Posted by Away-Camp-8690@reddit | expats | View on Reddit | 19 comments

Hi everyone,

I’m writing this because I’m about to make a major life decision and I’m feeling conflicted. I’d really appreciate hearing from other expats who’ve been through something similar.

I’m a 25-year-old Romanian currently living in the US. I’ve been here for about three years, first for my Master’s (Film & Writing), and now working in academia. But the truth is, I no longer feel happy here. I’ve decided to quit my job starting February, and I’ve already booked a ticket to Paris for January. The part I’m struggling with is what comes after that.

Right now, the two places I’m drawn to are France and Italy. They fit the lifestyle I want, and as a Romanian, the languages come relatively easily. At the same time, I’m scared to commit to a place. I’ve been moving around constantly since I was 19 (UK, Japan, US, etc.), and I feel like it’s finally time to build a life somewhere. Working in the arts and community-based fields means having a stable “home base” and long-term connections is especially important. I also feel like people have started to treat my "moving around" as red flags because I'm not reliable in that sense.

But I honestly don’t know where to go. I can’t keep relocating every few years; I end up feeling disconnected and inevitably I start to dislike wherever I am. I do not dislike the people or the experiences, just the place. I know no country is perfect, but how do you know when a place is right for you? I’m really drawn to France and Italy, but I’m afraid I won’t integrate well, that I won’t be accepted, or that it simply won’t be the right fit. These two countries do feel the closest to home though.

If you’ve been in a similar position, or if you’ve made a big international move based on lifestyle and values, what helped you decide? What advice would you give someone in my situation? What am I missing?

Thank you in advance.