tired of constant uncertainty

Posted by AQJK10@reddit | ExperiencedDevs | View on Reddit | 35 comments

i want to preface this by saying - i know what our industry is like and being comfortable in uncertainty is very much a pre-requisite for being successful in this job.

running after people for the spec. people dilly-dallying on details. people not being pro-active with information. X says talk to Y, Y says talk to Z and Z says go to X. Then bring X, Y, Z together. nearly everything i work on these days feels like just needing half the sprint to gather all the details and understand what the work is. i dont understand why this portion is so underestimated. this should be done before the sprint. not during the sprint. nobody seems to understand or care. they just want it done. somehow

it feels too tiring. my brain is in squirrel mode just trying not to waste time and understand everything. many people might say this is what i signed up for... i dont know. i like to code and i like to program. i like to learn but honestly 75% of the days i cant tell whether or not i do. it just feels like wanting to get it done and dusted off. does anyone have better experiences? Is this the way it'll always be? I keep saying that where I work is bad and toxic, but I wonder what other places are like