Is asking for feedback after a job rejection because of very clearly failing an interview viewed negatively?

Posted by anxiousnessgalore@reddit | ExperiencedDevs | View on Reddit | 23 comments

Tldr; did really bad in a live coding interview and got my rejection literally a day later, wondering if asking for overall feedback is worth it, or if it would just look bad that I'm asking at all.

I had an interview last week for a SWE position at very small startup (10 people only) and on paper, I'm a very good candidate. I passed the screening round and first technical interview (no coding, just theoretical questions) and made it onto the third round which was live coding. Not DSA focused but more focused on problems relevant to the job. But, things I didn't know were coupled with things I'd forgotten and I ended up not being able to get through either of the two problems. I got my rejection email the following morning. I was surprised I got this far at all because there's gaps in my theoretical knowledge as well, but I also believe it may have been that I was still eventually able to arrive at correct solutions and mentioned things that I did know fairly well. Live coding though was terrible, and not being able to look anything up (such as fortran format for 3d matrix indexing fml) and not being able to figure it out on time really just ended up in me not doing great at all. And if I was in their position, I would have rejected me too. Live coding however really is the bane of my existence lol.

That said, this role may have been the only entry level role in this particular application field that I've seen in the year and a half that I've been applying for jobs, and it's what I want to end up working on in the future as well.

I want to ask for feedback somehow so I know what to improve generally, or for the last interview I had, what parts of my code were correct (not wrong lol, a lot of it was wrong 😭). I'm just worried my feedback would be that I couldn't code the solutions for the problems. Would this be something looked down upon? Also i had a different interviewer each round so I'm not even sure who to email at this point.

(Also what I won't do though is act desperate and tell them I could do better when I'm not being stared at through a screen and I can look things up, even though I do wish I could tell them that I can ramp things up really fast and do well)